My wee heart

My heart sighs.
Everytime I struggle, wrestle around; I fight and play with lies; I try to kick them away and I cry and pray for it to pass.
Everytime this happens, I arrive at the same beautiful conclusion that never seems to tire me.
Everytime I hear it, it has the same profound impact on my heart and runs like water deep into my soul.

Ali, you are loved by me.
Ali, you are loves by me no matter what you do.
You do not need to be perfect for me to love you.
My truth that I sing over you is more powerful than the lies you wrestle with.

Never be distracted by the paths of others, simply keep your eyes on me.
Never compare your journey with anyone else.
I. LOVE. YOU
I am promising you beautiful, that I will provide for you. For every need that you will have. I am going to feed you, I am going to make sure you have a place to sleep and take shelter. I am going to love on you there. I am going to lead you, I am going to support you emotionally. I will always feed your soul and make your spiritually full. I am the only one who can do this.  I will love you.
I will love you regardless of what you do for me.

If you want to sit and watch TV for 7 hours, I love you just as much as I would if you prayed for 7.

My love for you is not conditional and you never have to earn my love.
I actually trust you Ali.
I trust you with the plans for your up and coming trip. I trust you making decisions with money, I trust you when you are selling your possessions and when you are sharing about when I'm leading you.
I ask that you would in turn trust ME.
You can trust me and I will be good to you.
I am the only person who can promise you that I will never let you down.
You will never be disappointed when your HOPE is set on me.
Stop focusing on the transformation of your heart and mind, stop focusing on healing and restoration. Let's keep it simple honey and let your heart only be set on me and my love for you.
You have my permission to stay there and set up camp there.
Why not pitch your tent next to my river of grace?
Immerse your ful body in my love.
Take shade under my tree of truth and eat its fruit.
Be free to run on the grass of revelation and lay in it.

Know that when you are with me, you are free.
You are free my sweet Ali and I believe in you.